Now you know ME...or at least part
Why is it that everytime I decide I do or don't wanna do something, someone has to talk to me like I'm an idiot because it isn't always what everyone else is doing? To this I simply say FUCK OFF. You have no IDEA how bad I wanted to go that concert....if you stopped to think about it for two seconds you would know why I can't go. And yes, I know that this is my own fault for being a fuck up, but if you haven't noticed, my own faults and problems are what get me down more than anything. So next time you ask me if I want to go out and i say no, don't sit there and argue with me like i'm wrong in the matter because everyone else "thinks" I should be there. There is probably a pretty good reason why I'm not there and people telling me I should be pisses me off to the extreme because I usually really Do want to be there! Fuck this....I hate live journal....I hate the fact that everyone will think i'm just complaining about life and dismiss this entry as Shiloh having a bad night. I love you all. I'm sorry if I was an asshole, I just can't always be the most sociable person. I've never known how...