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So I'm not going to the movies tonight... I'm home alone all night... I could've gone to the party but I said I didn't want to because I wanted to go to the movies with my best friend... Then after my family leaves... I find out that they can't give me a ride... So I can't go...
I just need a night by myself to think things over... I need a night to cry by myself and just let everything go... So I can wake up tomorrow feeling better... And actually wanting the day to be good... And not just waiting for something bad to happen like I have been lately... I've gotten mad about everything lately... I want to blame Steve... And I have been but I know it't not his fault... Yea he broke my heart and put me in a bad mood for a little while... But its been over a month and I should be over it... And I am over him... But the bad stayed and I can't get rid of it... The last month has just been none stop... Like I really can't think of anything that made me happy... Bad thing after bad thing happend... And that didn't help my mood at all... :(
I'm sorry everyone... I'm sorry for anything mean I said... I hate fighting with people... But these little things annoy me... And then I just wigg out and don't stop until I feel I've said everything... And by then you just give up and don't care what I say... I wish I could take it all back and everything be good again... But I can't and I just need to hope that most of you forgive me... I'm trying to let it all go... Hopefully soon I'll be ok and happy again... I know it'll be soon because I've been feeling alittle better this week... I'm sorry everyone... :\
I just need a night by myself to think things over... I need a night to cry by myself and just let everything go... So I can wake up tomorrow feeling better... And actually wanting the day to be good... And not just waiting for something bad to happen like I have been lately... I've gotten mad about everything lately... I want to blame Steve... And I have been but I know it't not his fault... Yea he broke my heart and put me in a bad mood for a little while... But its been over a month and I should be over it... And I am over him... But the bad stayed and I can't get rid of it... The last month has just been none stop... Like I really can't think of anything that made me happy... Bad thing after bad thing happend... And that didn't help my mood at all... :(
I'm sorry everyone... I'm sorry for anything mean I said... I hate fighting with people... But these little things annoy me... And then I just wigg out and don't stop until I feel I've said everything... And by then you just give up and don't care what I say... I wish I could take it all back and everything be good again... But I can't and I just need to hope that most of you forgive me... I'm trying to let it all go... Hopefully soon I'll be ok and happy again... I know it'll be soon because I've been feeling alittle better this week... I'm sorry everyone... :\