May 19, 2008 22:19
ok so ive decided that sometimes life is really hard. and kinda evil.
and i have spent way too much time thinking bout all the crap and pain that ive been through. so ive decided that im gonna try my best to think NOT about that, or the past. cuz you cant change the past, you can only live and make new choices. so im gonna do my best to handle this life the best way i can. and im kinda feeling weak and not able to do it. but ive gone thru so much that i think ill make it thru the rest. im gonna try to see the good in all situations, tho it will be hard im gonna do my best. i wanna enjoy life and this is the only one i got, so there. ive decided. hopefully now i can do what i want.