side by side they both get bright
i cleared shit up with greg. i dunno whhy i did it, i guess i had a wave of mercy come over me and felt nice for a moment. were cool now. im glad too surprisingly, cuz im sooo sick of drama. i have my own shit to deal with never mind letting this shit get to me, its petty and nonsensical.
i love you mads, were fine, me and greg are fine for now, so everything will get more normal eventually.
i miss you elle. we are having a girls night this weekend, seriously, cuz i need a night away from boys more than anything in this world right now.
i cant wait til summer when i dont have to see anyones dumb face that i dont wanna see, that will be a relief.
im so sick of juice treating chel like shit, that shit is on. he wont hear the end of it from me, im gonna fucking see to that.
dumbness. all of this is so dumb. everything going on right now with my friends, every single problem that we have was easily prevented, we were just all too blinded.
i have three major problems right now. 2 are ridiculous and 1 is just my own battle with my own issues having nothing to do with anyone else except me.
im sorry if ive been crazy lately, im being a drama queen, especially to you maddy. no one needs the shit ive been hauling out on everyone lately. dont take it personally, i just have somehow forgotten how to handle my life. its funny, im the one people go to to solve their problems yet im not even strong enough to solve my own mess that ive made of my life over the past year.
i love you mads, were fine, me and greg are fine for now, so everything will get more normal eventually.
i miss you elle. we are having a girls night this weekend, seriously, cuz i need a night away from boys more than anything in this world right now.
i cant wait til summer when i dont have to see anyones dumb face that i dont wanna see, that will be a relief.
im so sick of juice treating chel like shit, that shit is on. he wont hear the end of it from me, im gonna fucking see to that.
dumbness. all of this is so dumb. everything going on right now with my friends, every single problem that we have was easily prevented, we were just all too blinded.
i have three major problems right now. 2 are ridiculous and 1 is just my own battle with my own issues having nothing to do with anyone else except me.
im sorry if ive been crazy lately, im being a drama queen, especially to you maddy. no one needs the shit ive been hauling out on everyone lately. dont take it personally, i just have somehow forgotten how to handle my life. its funny, im the one people go to to solve their problems yet im not even strong enough to solve my own mess that ive made of my life over the past year.