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By request of butterfly_gal. And I guess I don't need to say who this is about.
I guess I made this a lot less strong than it could be, a lot less hurtful than it could be. But I haven't checked over this, so it could be awful.
You did, after all, promise you'd never hurt me. I suppose it just shows, if you can throw away a friendship that lasted for what seemed like forever, that you never really did care about me. I guess it's true that we don't argue any more, but only because you don't speak to me, because you won't have anything to do with me.
I spend days wondering about what could have been, but I can get through them. With every day that passes, the pain fades a little more. It's not really noticable anymore. I almost wear a mask. But with every night that goes by, I am reminded that I still miss you. That I can never really trust anyone again. Not after you.
I guess I made this a lot less strong than it could be, a lot less hurtful than it could be. But I haven't checked over this, so it could be awful.
You did, after all, promise you'd never hurt me. I suppose it just shows, if you can throw away a friendship that lasted for what seemed like forever, that you never really did care about me. I guess it's true that we don't argue any more, but only because you don't speak to me, because you won't have anything to do with me.
I spend days wondering about what could have been, but I can get through them. With every day that passes, the pain fades a little more. It's not really noticable anymore. I almost wear a mask. But with every night that goes by, I am reminded that I still miss you. That I can never really trust anyone again. Not after you.