I don't even know.

[notsolckystar]

Today was a long boring day at work. I was the only manager there so I was stuck in those 4 walls for 8 hours without even walking out of the store for a minute. Gotta love that. Then I did the normal hang out at Richards. After going to walmart and almost getting my ass kicked by 4 big black ladies! (What I told them to stop being ignorant.. whoops) I met quite an interesting character tonight, one of Richard's friends. She was entirely too much for me to handle! That one person who can piss you off without even really doing anything, yeah that was her. I know she has good intentions and is probably a kick as person, but she actually made me crazy enough to break out the cigarettes for the first time in awhile, and I have no idea why. (Probably the boobs and the fact that it didn't matter who was in the room as long as they were around, and other undisclosed issues that I just hope over because really no one needs to hear about it.)But it is what it is.

It's so hard sometimes with Richard and his group of sweet friends because they have all known each other for so long, and I well am the "newbie" but either way I'm happy to have them all in my lives. Floridians suck and these ones are definitely not in that catagory.

I need to go home soon. I need some good ole fashion family time. Maybe I can get Rod to give me like a 4 day weekend or something.. anything, I have vacation time.. maybe I will use that. I just need the 'rents sometimes... and right now would be one of them.

I wish I knew allegedly what I was freakin' out about... I knew things were going to smoothly in my brain for too long..

I have an idea, but it'll never be something I can solve. So I need to just stop.