A long time..
So it's been awhile since I've updated this thing.... like a real while...
It's 2008... great? (Lame I know)
Florida is still fulfilling the aspects of my life that I need it to.
I enjoy it, and hate it all at the same time. It's a love hate relationship I guess.
I started school again.. It's okay. Lame classes... but soon I'll be done hopefully.
I'm doing the whole business thing.. why not? I work for one.
Speaking of work. Assistant Manager and Vans is kind of cool. I enjoy it. And I made what they call the Go Team.. I get to go open new stores. So I get to travel a lot soon.. and stay in hotels and eat on vans money.
I was supposed to go to New Mexico this week.. but already planned vacation to Michigan.. Haha.. Michigan is a vacation now! How interesting.
Yup I go home in two days, for a week! I'm super stoked on it! (What? I can't say stoked?) It'll be strange to be there that long.. I'll get used to it just about the time I leave. But home is always home... it's called home for a reason.. and it'll be nice to get away from chaos for a bit, well the Florida kind anyways. Michigan chaos is a little less frightening I've been dealing with that for years.
I'm trying this whole dating thing again. Ha! Ya right it's been too long. But I met a boy.. he's cool. 26 and actually is 26, no peter pan syndrome to speak of. We went to coffee. That's been it. But he said he wants to hang out again. Sounds good to me.
Rod and I are completely not friends anymore. We simply co-exist. Sad really. But lying and betrayal is just too hard to deal with from him.
He hired a new asst manager.
He fell for her.
They are dated..
They lied to me.
We fought.. and I don't mean little argument.
His head was too clouded to quickly.
All of this is a bad equation to end up in fri-enemies. We talk, and work. that's it.
It's hard to think about, losing him. The one friend down here that meant as much as he did. But we'll see what pans out in that one.
I seem to turn to this thing when I feel lost.. which is a much lessened emotion for me now unlike when I started this thing. But I do. I feel lost. I've been non-stop cleaning out my life since I got out of work tonight. Getting rid of so many things I've held onto for so long, things that I shouldn't of moved down here.. but managed to anyways. I just can't seem to figure out where I belong. I guess that's normal, but I need to figure out something soon... or I'm never going to finish anything.... ever.
It's 2008... great? (Lame I know)
Florida is still fulfilling the aspects of my life that I need it to.
I enjoy it, and hate it all at the same time. It's a love hate relationship I guess.
I started school again.. It's okay. Lame classes... but soon I'll be done hopefully.
I'm doing the whole business thing.. why not? I work for one.
Speaking of work. Assistant Manager and Vans is kind of cool. I enjoy it. And I made what they call the Go Team.. I get to go open new stores. So I get to travel a lot soon.. and stay in hotels and eat on vans money.
I was supposed to go to New Mexico this week.. but already planned vacation to Michigan.. Haha.. Michigan is a vacation now! How interesting.
Yup I go home in two days, for a week! I'm super stoked on it! (What? I can't say stoked?) It'll be strange to be there that long.. I'll get used to it just about the time I leave. But home is always home... it's called home for a reason.. and it'll be nice to get away from chaos for a bit, well the Florida kind anyways. Michigan chaos is a little less frightening I've been dealing with that for years.
I'm trying this whole dating thing again. Ha! Ya right it's been too long. But I met a boy.. he's cool. 26 and actually is 26, no peter pan syndrome to speak of. We went to coffee. That's been it. But he said he wants to hang out again. Sounds good to me.
Rod and I are completely not friends anymore. We simply co-exist. Sad really. But lying and betrayal is just too hard to deal with from him.
He hired a new asst manager.
He fell for her.
They are dated..
They lied to me.
We fought.. and I don't mean little argument.
His head was too clouded to quickly.
All of this is a bad equation to end up in fri-enemies. We talk, and work. that's it.
It's hard to think about, losing him. The one friend down here that meant as much as he did. But we'll see what pans out in that one.
I seem to turn to this thing when I feel lost.. which is a much lessened emotion for me now unlike when I started this thing. But I do. I feel lost. I've been non-stop cleaning out my life since I got out of work tonight. Getting rid of so many things I've held onto for so long, things that I shouldn't of moved down here.. but managed to anyways. I just can't seem to figure out where I belong. I guess that's normal, but I need to figure out something soon... or I'm never going to finish anything.... ever.