*sigh* the stressful holidays...
So these holidays have totally wiped me out both emotionally and physically, oh and finacially. Things have gotten a bit stressful around here between boys, money, bills and us all missing our families and friends from home. Where to begin? Well we'll start with the boys.. My room mate Christie has liked this boy names Chris that worked as a security guard where the girls used to live, well we all got together and met up at the Ale House and him and I carried on a good conversation... Well to make a long story short him and I started talking a lot after that.. and got pretty close. I was letting down my wall for a guy... shocking huh? Well we ended up spending a day "together" before he had to go to work and after he worked he came back over and hooked up with Christie.. So yeah we both pretty much got played in the same day by the same guy... love that. So that's been a little rough, serves me right for putting myself in that situation.... lame. Then there's this boy named Tristan who has found himself to be rather smitten with me, I really don't like when people get close to me or tell me they like me... it causes Jodi to run away. So I feel pretty bad about that.. friends say he seems pretty heartbroken because I'm not showing him the "affection" he seems to looking for... ugh. Matt has made an appearence back into the apartment. He may be kind of shallow and annoying.. but he's still a really good friend to me, so it's cool to have him back.
I got in a huge argument over money with my dad today. I'm so sick of being stressed over money.. almost to the point where I'm thinking perhaps it's time for me to give up and go home. I don't want to, I love working for Rod and Vans.. and the girls and I are having a blast. But I really almost can't do it anymore, between money. Not going to school when I planned to.... stuff like that it's just really annoying. I'm going to push myself a little more and see what happens.
Vans is going great though.... they keep sending me to other stores to work at which is sweet because they set me up in sweet suites and pay for my food and stuff. I've got to leave for Tampa in a bit to check in my hotel and I'll be there until Friday... sweetness.
Well we'll see what happens in the upcoming weeks, Rod said I could take some time off sometime in January to go home for a week or so.... so We'll see when that is. I can't wait.. I miss my Family and those Miller boys.... =/
I got in a huge argument over money with my dad today. I'm so sick of being stressed over money.. almost to the point where I'm thinking perhaps it's time for me to give up and go home. I don't want to, I love working for Rod and Vans.. and the girls and I are having a blast. But I really almost can't do it anymore, between money. Not going to school when I planned to.... stuff like that it's just really annoying. I'm going to push myself a little more and see what happens.
Vans is going great though.... they keep sending me to other stores to work at which is sweet because they set me up in sweet suites and pay for my food and stuff. I've got to leave for Tampa in a bit to check in my hotel and I'll be there until Friday... sweetness.
Well we'll see what happens in the upcoming weeks, Rod said I could take some time off sometime in January to go home for a week or so.... so We'll see when that is. I can't wait.. I miss my Family and those Miller boys.... =/