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so its been some years since i posted in this. i honestly dont even know who still reads it, cause i know i havent in forever. kinda forgot about it actually.
so. im here. in florida. its not quite what i expected, but then again i wasnt really sure what to expect. i sort of left in a rush and left a lot of things unfinished. its how i roll though.... i dont exactly work out the details when i do something. ive had piss poor timing on just about everything since i got here. again, its just how i roll, everything seems to happen at a terrible time.
its sort of funny, because all the people who i thought were my absolute best closest friends, i havent even heard from. but then there are others, people i used to be friends with long ago, or people ive never really gotten to know have sort of stepped up and made their presence known, and i think its really goddamn cool. i think i may have misjudged a lot of people. oh well, with life comes learning.
despite all the setbacks, im absolutely surviving. i hit a couple rough spots, felt pretty low when it seemed like nothing was working out. but now ive got a job i can totally get down with, and i havent had a day off since i started, and im perfectly fine with that. work is the only place where i feel alive.
i havent made many friends down here, which is the hardest part about being here. ive met five people, three of which live about an hour away, but i get to see them the most often. theyre all younger than me, but theyre good kids. im a very social person, and its hard trying to get by on my own, but im doing just fine so far. the hospital has something crazy like 20,000 employees so im bound to make a friend or two there.
basically, if anyone needs a vacation, florida is warm and sunny and beautiful, and youve got a place to stay, and a gracious hostess to take you to some dope spots that ive managed to uncover. i miss everyone, and i really mean it. everything reminds me of someone. so, to those of you who are reading this, please tell everyone you and i know that i love them and miss them, whoever it is, because even those people i may not have talked to in years, i have a soft spot in my heart for just about every buffalonian.
wny is in my blood.
so. im here. in florida. its not quite what i expected, but then again i wasnt really sure what to expect. i sort of left in a rush and left a lot of things unfinished. its how i roll though.... i dont exactly work out the details when i do something. ive had piss poor timing on just about everything since i got here. again, its just how i roll, everything seems to happen at a terrible time.
its sort of funny, because all the people who i thought were my absolute best closest friends, i havent even heard from. but then there are others, people i used to be friends with long ago, or people ive never really gotten to know have sort of stepped up and made their presence known, and i think its really goddamn cool. i think i may have misjudged a lot of people. oh well, with life comes learning.
despite all the setbacks, im absolutely surviving. i hit a couple rough spots, felt pretty low when it seemed like nothing was working out. but now ive got a job i can totally get down with, and i havent had a day off since i started, and im perfectly fine with that. work is the only place where i feel alive.
i havent made many friends down here, which is the hardest part about being here. ive met five people, three of which live about an hour away, but i get to see them the most often. theyre all younger than me, but theyre good kids. im a very social person, and its hard trying to get by on my own, but im doing just fine so far. the hospital has something crazy like 20,000 employees so im bound to make a friend or two there.
basically, if anyone needs a vacation, florida is warm and sunny and beautiful, and youve got a place to stay, and a gracious hostess to take you to some dope spots that ive managed to uncover. i miss everyone, and i really mean it. everything reminds me of someone. so, to those of you who are reading this, please tell everyone you and i know that i love them and miss them, whoever it is, because even those people i may not have talked to in years, i have a soft spot in my heart for just about every buffalonian.
wny is in my blood.