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you shitty fucking child-touching scum i hope you fucking die the slowest most painful death imaginable.
i was almost thinking i didnt have a heart, because nothing ive seen at that hospital has affected me.
but that case last night... i mustve cried for at least 20 minutes. and i think the fact that my boyfriend brought the patient in had something to do with the way i reacted. i have never, since i met him, seen him so incredibly detached and devoid of any and all emotion. he was a completely different person when he brought that child in.
and that stupid fucking mother was drunk and didnt give a fucking shit and i WISHED ana wouldve beaten the shit out of her like she said she wanted to.
goddamn im fucking heated. nothing gets to me like child abuse and sexual abuse... and the case last night was so fucking heartbreaking and no one in that child's family seemed to give a shit.
MOTHERFUCK all the worthless fucking people i have to deal with on a daily basis who fucking have the audicity to bitch and complain to me about every stupid fucking thing when theyre there wasting our fucking time with bullshit cases, spending our fucking money, and thinking that they have the right to complain and bitch and scream when they have no reason to be in that fucking ER. and im sorry, i didnt realize that the ambulance you came on said "medicaid cab" on the side, or that we should have had a room lined up for your fucking earache when theres a kid with a broken arm, or a kid with cancer, or a renal failure kid, or an SVT, or who the fuck knows what, but because theyre white or theyre this or theyre that, you think were giving them special treatment. well fuck you. you should all be fucking lined up and shot. then maybe youll have a real reason to show up in an ER, in an ambulance. its not a fucking game, stop treating it like such.
i was almost thinking i didnt have a heart, because nothing ive seen at that hospital has affected me.
but that case last night... i mustve cried for at least 20 minutes. and i think the fact that my boyfriend brought the patient in had something to do with the way i reacted. i have never, since i met him, seen him so incredibly detached and devoid of any and all emotion. he was a completely different person when he brought that child in.
and that stupid fucking mother was drunk and didnt give a fucking shit and i WISHED ana wouldve beaten the shit out of her like she said she wanted to.
goddamn im fucking heated. nothing gets to me like child abuse and sexual abuse... and the case last night was so fucking heartbreaking and no one in that child's family seemed to give a shit.
MOTHERFUCK all the worthless fucking people i have to deal with on a daily basis who fucking have the audicity to bitch and complain to me about every stupid fucking thing when theyre there wasting our fucking time with bullshit cases, spending our fucking money, and thinking that they have the right to complain and bitch and scream when they have no reason to be in that fucking ER. and im sorry, i didnt realize that the ambulance you came on said "medicaid cab" on the side, or that we should have had a room lined up for your fucking earache when theres a kid with a broken arm, or a kid with cancer, or a renal failure kid, or an SVT, or who the fuck knows what, but because theyre white or theyre this or theyre that, you think were giving them special treatment. well fuck you. you should all be fucking lined up and shot. then maybe youll have a real reason to show up in an ER, in an ambulance. its not a fucking game, stop treating it like such.