It's all over
All my life I could never bring myself to believe in a "true love" but one day I was so lucky to have met someone to let me believe that its completely real and out there for me. My life has'nt been the so called normal but then again whos is? I have always felt like there was something missing in my life, an absence of something that I could never put my finger on and then I met her. In all my life nothing has ever made feel so wonderful, so happy! I found what it was that I was missing and that was love. This feeling that I had when ever I saw her or woke up next to her is unexplainable, something so amazing and wonderful I could'nt believe it was givin to me. I became so in love that I started having dreams and thoughts of spending the rest of my life with this amazing person and I shared these thoughts with her. By doing this I pushed her away from me and now the only person I have ever loved is out of my life and I am forced to move on....This is so hard, my heart hurts constantly, I can't sleep, and I dont't remember the last time I ate. This is going to be a hard pill to swallow and I can only blame myself. I only hope that she will find someone who will love and treat her better than I ever could because she deserves nothing but the best. I just wish that this horrible pain in my heart will ease soon. If read this babe just know that I will always love you for the rest of my life and I hope that you find someone special who will give you confort in knowing they are ment to be with you and that they will love and cherish you the way you deserve to be.