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So what the helll is up people. How are you all doing?
YOU BOYS LIKE MEXICOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! Thats where im going at 12 tomm! woop smurfin woop! With Anna and her great family. I cant wait to go! I'm gonna sit on that beach and get me a old blue chair. hell yeah hell yeah. "Some beach" is a song that reflects my outlook on life right now. And now i'll find that beach. School is tedious, lengthly, and uninteresting. The only thing that keeps me moving is my friends. and food. food is pretty good.
I will enjoy my weekend. But first, a recap. this past weekend on Friday I had the most amazing night that I've had in a long, long, long time. It was just, ours. it was great. Then Sat worked again, watched little kids climb a rock wall and get all mad when they couldn't do it. hahaha. You can probley learn something from those kids on life.
That night I saw my co workers have some fun. it was funny. Sunday I shot people like I do every Sunday, then I saw "Desperate Housewives" That is the only regular show that I watch. I find it quite entertaining. That one wife is soo pretty. Too bad shes a cheating wife. I really hope I do not "encounter" one of them in my future marriages.
Err/yay! I started soccer, or as refered to in Germany "fussball," good times good times. Germany was just so great.
Lately, actually since that night, I've been having thoughts of like, whats going to happen after school. First of all, where will I be going. If I REALLY wanted to. I could go to the UofA. No thanks, I dont have money. I could go to the military. No thanks, I'm not in the mood to risk my life and lose touch with everyone. I could go to Pima, no thanks, I want a change from High School. Pick.
The second part that really gets to me, is, like, losing touch with people. For those of you that really know me, you know im a "down to earth" person I guess, so I realize that 95% of the relationships will probley be cut, which dosent bother me. But that five percent does. Theres three people that are graduating with me that I will refuse to lose contact with. But I dont know if thats even enough. I dont know what to do. I want to just like being cutthroat, and say, well thats the way it is. For that, I will need to become a lot more independent. Thats how I view ( lot of the readers of this) my friends that just graduated. They all seem to have a badass independency thing going. Which I am not good at. Or atleast I think so.
Then I also want to like really put in effort and try to maintain a stable relationship with them. Dont know. I guess the chips will fall where they fall huh. I'm not worried about the relationships out of school, because those already are stable with these "relationship hazard" conditions.
Including that, theres a lot of stuff going on inside me. Don't really know how to explain it all. Its hard holding in feelings, and then its hard deciding to "cut off" feelings as Ms. Fran preaches, or "try em again." Have a good night. I think of a lot of you often, whatever that means.
YOU BOYS LIKE MEXICOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! Thats where im going at 12 tomm! woop smurfin woop! With Anna and her great family. I cant wait to go! I'm gonna sit on that beach and get me a old blue chair. hell yeah hell yeah. "Some beach" is a song that reflects my outlook on life right now. And now i'll find that beach. School is tedious, lengthly, and uninteresting. The only thing that keeps me moving is my friends. and food. food is pretty good.
I will enjoy my weekend. But first, a recap. this past weekend on Friday I had the most amazing night that I've had in a long, long, long time. It was just, ours. it was great. Then Sat worked again, watched little kids climb a rock wall and get all mad when they couldn't do it. hahaha. You can probley learn something from those kids on life.
That night I saw my co workers have some fun. it was funny. Sunday I shot people like I do every Sunday, then I saw "Desperate Housewives" That is the only regular show that I watch. I find it quite entertaining. That one wife is soo pretty. Too bad shes a cheating wife. I really hope I do not "encounter" one of them in my future marriages.
Err/yay! I started soccer, or as refered to in Germany "fussball," good times good times. Germany was just so great.
Lately, actually since that night, I've been having thoughts of like, whats going to happen after school. First of all, where will I be going. If I REALLY wanted to. I could go to the UofA. No thanks, I dont have money. I could go to the military. No thanks, I'm not in the mood to risk my life and lose touch with everyone. I could go to Pima, no thanks, I want a change from High School. Pick.
The second part that really gets to me, is, like, losing touch with people. For those of you that really know me, you know im a "down to earth" person I guess, so I realize that 95% of the relationships will probley be cut, which dosent bother me. But that five percent does. Theres three people that are graduating with me that I will refuse to lose contact with. But I dont know if thats even enough. I dont know what to do. I want to just like being cutthroat, and say, well thats the way it is. For that, I will need to become a lot more independent. Thats how I view ( lot of the readers of this) my friends that just graduated. They all seem to have a badass independency thing going. Which I am not good at. Or atleast I think so.
Then I also want to like really put in effort and try to maintain a stable relationship with them. Dont know. I guess the chips will fall where they fall huh. I'm not worried about the relationships out of school, because those already are stable with these "relationship hazard" conditions.
Including that, theres a lot of stuff going on inside me. Don't really know how to explain it all. Its hard holding in feelings, and then its hard deciding to "cut off" feelings as Ms. Fran preaches, or "try em again." Have a good night. I think of a lot of you often, whatever that means.