Long time no blog
I haven't felt like blogging in a long time. Or, I have, but not here at this one. Or I have, here at this one, but feel ridiculous doing so. I'm not going to go through it all, and cover the distance between my life then and my life now; sometimes it feels like I've crossed entire worlds, and that circumstances and I have both changed, for the better and the worse.
Most of the time, though, it's just more of the same as it always was.
I find more and more that I understand more and more about life. I've been in a phase of resignation over it for about a year. I seriously want to un-understand a lot of things; it was better not knowing or comprehending.
I can't really think of more to say. The desire to say other things is there, but the words vanish in the attempt to express them. But I promised myself I would at least try to write something tonight, and blogging is as good as anything else.
Most of the time, though, it's just more of the same as it always was.
I find more and more that I understand more and more about life. I've been in a phase of resignation over it for about a year. I seriously want to un-understand a lot of things; it was better not knowing or comprehending.
I can't really think of more to say. The desire to say other things is there, but the words vanish in the attempt to express them. But I promised myself I would at least try to write something tonight, and blogging is as good as anything else.