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Ugh. I feel so damn dead. As if it isn't bad enough that I have to fight through depression, I get dumped this weekend by him. No he flat out hasn't told me but it's entirely too implied. Yes I know we weren't "together" yet, but still. So I've been bawling my head off since Saturday night. He said he doesn't want to hurt me, but it's beyond that now. I feel so stupid for trusting him and having sex with him. I knew I should have waited, but I thought this time it was real. I feel like I am never good enough for anyone, and this just set it into place. I'm worth less than a horrible ex...
I should know better. Nothing good ever lasts for me. I don't deserve it.
I should know better. Nothing good ever lasts for me. I don't deserve it.