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[notrust3668]

so here it goes. i've lived my whole life lying. lying about how i feel, how happy i am, how my life actually is. i've lied about who i like, love, and hate. i'm done lying. here are something i've prob never wanted to tell you

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[iwishiwastaller]

yah. do you know how many of eric's friends have talked shit about you? i can honestly say EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM. yah i'm insecure, but i don't think thats any of yer fuckin business because yer ass shouldn't be reading my LJ anyway.

i had fun with eric tonight at the bon fire. TOO BAD YOU COULDN'T BE THERE! :)

[notrust3668]

ok, seriously, you need to quit being a kindergartner. and i honestly don't care what people say about me because i'm not insecure w/ myself. eric has his friends and i have mine. some of his friends (patrick and colby mostly) i don't blame for talking shit, because i have put eric through some tough situations.

but you, you just annoy me. you can't stand up for yourself, you constantly need praise from other people, and you think you know "my story".

and i hope you had fun w/ eric tonight, because it'll prob be the last time. and i couldn't be there because i was exhausted from being in a hospital, something which really has nothing to do w/ you.

so you know what, i don't really know too much, all i know is that you irritate me, and it would make eric and me very happy if you just went about your life and left us alone.

ps. erasing someone's comments from your lj and banning them from commenting shows just how insecure you are; you can't even handle criticism on an online journal.

[notrust3668]

and of COURSE erics friends are gonna talk shit about me. 1) most of them don't know me 2) i broke up w/ the guy and 3) they see that he's still not over me.

if someone i didn't know broke up w/ one of my friends i'd talk shit too, to make them feel better. it's normal, and understandable, and doesn't bother me.

[iwishiwastaller]

eric calls me last night and tells me that we can't be friends anymore cuz of YOUR bitch ass. he says it's an act of proving that he cares for you or some shit. pretty shitty when your telling a guy you care for to be friends with.

i don't want your shit on MY lj and i'm sure my friends don't wanna read it either.

i'm gonna bite my tongue right now before i say something that i KNOW will make you cry.

[notrust3668]

i told him that if one of my friends were talking shit to him, i'd put them in their place. that's what he did. i didn't tell him to tell you anything, so get over it.

and sweetheart, there is nothing that you, or anyone else for that matter, could say to make me cry. especially since i really don't give a shit what you have to say, so go for it.

[notrust3668]

oh, and if you were really a good friend and cared about him, you would have quit flirting w/ him when he asked you to in the first place

[iwishiwastaller]

first of all, YOU are the one who started talking shit to me. eric didn't put me in my place, i just decided it wasn't worth arguing over.

and second, never have i ever flirted with eric. i have a boyfriend who i care a lot about. you obviously don't know about caring about a guy when you are cheating on him right now huh? eric never ASKED me to stop flirting with him he just told me to stop talking back on LJ because yer ass was getting mad. eric told me he's doing all this shit to prove to you that he cares about you b/c obviously the other things are just not enough

[notrust3668]

i win, end of story

[iwishiwastaller]

you get eric..darn

[notrust3668]

best prize ever

hey gurl

[ihatemeanpeeps]

what the fuck is your problem? u r a fucking slut if you are going to be telling eric who to be friends with. i will agree with you when you said you have put eric through alot of shit. and bitch i do not have to know you to know how you are. i heard enough from eric. He is my friend and bitch if you tell him to call me and tell me he doesnt want to be my friend anymore thats stupid. I know eric will hate me for this but believe me i know what he is going through because i have been there. someone has to stick up for him if he does not. Well i have said my peace. P.s you will only respond to this if your gay.

Re: hey gurl

[notrust3668]

ok 1) i don't know who the fuck you are, so obviously i would have no reason to have anything against you. 2) i didn't tell eric who to be friends w/, i told him i didn't like jonina and her bullshit, he took care of the rest. you can stick up for eric all you want, but it seems that w/ this situation, you really don't know what you are talking about.

Re: hey gurl

[notrust3668]

and yes, i have hurt eric in the past, but he hasn't exactly been an angel either. he's made his mistakes, ask him and i promise he'll own up to them. and i'm glad that eric has friends who hate that someone has hurt him, i do the same for my friends. but in this case you don't know who i am or how i am, you've made that very clear, because all i have ever wanted was the best for eric. that's why i left him, that's why i constantly tried to tell him to get over me, and that's why i'm giving it a second chance now. you may be his friend, but if you really were, you'd realize that, even though i have hurt him, i'm what makes him happy and you wouldn't be attacking me while we're trying to work things out. ps, the only person who really, really knows what's going on is colby, not you, not any of eric's other friends, because, from what he's told me, he's not close enough to anyone else to tell them all that goes on. so you really have no place in any of the accusations you just made. your indignant righteousness is sweet, but

Re: hey gurl

[notrust3668]

*if you really want to want know, then im me