update on life...
and life has returned to its regular, balancecd state...well as balanced as it could ever be i suppose. thanksgiving was okay, nothing much to be said about it...i saw katherine and kelsey and anna though, and that made me very happy. it was nice to hang out with my closest friends... i wish i could have seen isabelle though. but i am happy in the knowledge that she is having the time of her life in drama school in ny...she deserves it...she always hated the small town with a passion and her home life did not improve the situation to any positive degree.
finals come about in a little over a week...i have to study my ass off...not looking forward to that at all...i dont really want to have winter break either. primarily because i probably wont see many people for quite a while, and that makes me sad...hopefully ill do something cool for new years though, i have quite a few options as of right now. plus ill probably have to get a job, which usually is crappy b/c it will only be for like a month.
i decorated our room yesterday, it is sooo cute...i love christmas decorations. i love the idea of the holiday, even though i don't entirely understand the point...
but thats a long dicussion about something that i dont feel like getting into right now...
the mood swings come and go, and the constant doubt and fear remains. sigh, such is life. but meh, what can you do. i think i actually understand chemistry though, that makes me really happy...
hooray for happy chemistry understanding!
must be off,
Michelli
finals come about in a little over a week...i have to study my ass off...not looking forward to that at all...i dont really want to have winter break either. primarily because i probably wont see many people for quite a while, and that makes me sad...hopefully ill do something cool for new years though, i have quite a few options as of right now. plus ill probably have to get a job, which usually is crappy b/c it will only be for like a month.
i decorated our room yesterday, it is sooo cute...i love christmas decorations. i love the idea of the holiday, even though i don't entirely understand the point...
but thats a long dicussion about something that i dont feel like getting into right now...
the mood swings come and go, and the constant doubt and fear remains. sigh, such is life. but meh, what can you do. i think i actually understand chemistry though, that makes me really happy...
hooray for happy chemistry understanding!
must be off,
Michelli