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dude i didnt think i would ever ever say this but i miss high school so much. i miss the lab, and winter time in albany. i really miss holy names. damn the christmas music that gets me totally fuckin emo every damn time. i miss everyone so much. i miss having a boyfriend. i miss having a car. i used to feel so productive when i did research, i dont think there is anything from there i miss more. i dont why this is the first time that has hit me since ive been here. oh wait yeah i do, i just read my entire livejournal. thats right. i miss how retarded we used to be, i miss working then driving home drained, i miss kuei telling me i was smart enough to do anything. i really miss him alot. for as little as we talked i miss him probably the most out of everything from back then. FUCK CHRISTMAS MUSIC.i really hate everything right now. i hope everything and everyone just goes to hell.
bite me.
bite me.