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this weekend tertally reminded me how insane I truly am. All of my insane jargon is spinning around again. I need to find my center and hold on tight.
In less exciting news, I just HATE my sleeping problem. I really don't want it to be a problem at work but I am afraid that it will be. I need to go to bed at 10pm every single night of my life but how do I do that with the current habits I have. I am pretty scared at this point. I can't lose this job and I am afraid that I might. I mean no one has said anything to me or anything. It is just such a small space that there is no way they are not gonna notice it if I do it all the time like I did before.
Can anyone recommend some changes in my diet or anything? Should I be eating more bananas or something like that? This job is really important to me, it is the first legit job I have ever had. I cannot fuck it up. I can finally have nice things, pay off my debts, start traveling, etc. Money certainly does not buy happiness, but being in control of your life does and that is what this job is enabling me to do.
In less exciting news, I just HATE my sleeping problem. I really don't want it to be a problem at work but I am afraid that it will be. I need to go to bed at 10pm every single night of my life but how do I do that with the current habits I have. I am pretty scared at this point. I can't lose this job and I am afraid that I might. I mean no one has said anything to me or anything. It is just such a small space that there is no way they are not gonna notice it if I do it all the time like I did before.
Can anyone recommend some changes in my diet or anything? Should I be eating more bananas or something like that? This job is really important to me, it is the first legit job I have ever had. I cannot fuck it up. I can finally have nice things, pay off my debts, start traveling, etc. Money certainly does not buy happiness, but being in control of your life does and that is what this job is enabling me to do.