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Two weeks now and i can't see myself getting any happier, i could lie to you and say, this ment nothing to me, but unlike you, i will tell the truth. Ive been reduced to blaming myself, convincing myself its all my fault, i should'nt have got involved with you anyway. I was so quick to apolojize, i was so quick to care. Take you away in a body bag, youve been dead to me, since, i did, relize, this wasnt my fault. One lie on your part, made me feel that i should never care again. I opened myself up to you, and i can't even say I'm happy about it. I'd slit my throat just to you drowned, your so redundant, your so predictible, Why did i ever think you would change? give yourself a month before, your back to normal, I need to stop caring, i need to stop caring about you. I can't blame myself.
im trying to figure out if im gonna use this. It still means alot to me, but in a way, it doesnt. And i really dont like to change shit.
BTW... my septum ring is gone. i took it out.. i was getting old.
Two weeks now and i can't see myself getting any happier, i could lie to you and say, this ment nothing to me, but unlike you, i will tell the truth. Ive been reduced to blaming myself, convincing myself its all my fault, i should'nt have got involved with you anyway. I was so quick to apolojize, i was so quick to care. Take you away in a body bag, youve been dead to me, since, i did, relize, this wasnt my fault. One lie on your part, made me feel that i should never care again. I opened myself up to you, and i can't even say I'm happy about it. I'd slit my throat just to you drowned, your so redundant, your so predictible, Why did i ever think you would change? give yourself a month before, your back to normal, I need to stop caring, i need to stop caring about you. I can't blame myself.
im trying to figure out if im gonna use this. It still means alot to me, but in a way, it doesnt. And i really dont like to change shit.
BTW... my septum ring is gone. i took it out.. i was getting old.