As far as I can tell, there's nothing more I need. But still I ask myself, could this be everything?

[notrealtony]

I've been feeling very empty lately. I have been heard on the record saying that feeling empty is the worst feeling ever. Although I was wrong about that, and empty really isn't that bad... it's still empty. If my life was a buffalo chicken calzone, right now I feel like they forgot to give me any blue cheese dressing. It's a disappointing position to find yourself in.

Things have just been strange lately. Everything is changing, and everyone is so damn busy. Plus throw in a few blasts from the past, people I havn't talked to in months, and you get this strange nostalgia feeling... it's like I want to move on into the future(which does look bright), yet run screaming into back into the past at the same time. Unlike some people I have trouble shaking the past and ditching my regrets. The future freaks me out. It always has.

'The greatest risk of all is never taking any.'

advice, anyone?