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and as i try to figure all these things out, some things become clear and others just get blurrier
i know what i want, i dont know how to go about doing it. it seems i can't escape the very things about high school life that i dont like. i cant escape its ways its customs its stupid shit. i cant escape the people i cant escape the life i chose.
seems all i can do is show people hey i'm not this person you think i am. and yet am i really this person you think i am? so much confusion so much i can't explain.
i'm slowly discovering the type of guy i dont want...what about the type of guy i do want? i guess thats my problem now, but all i can do is live life and discover myself.
experience new things...thats what i want.
i know what i want, i dont know how to go about doing it. it seems i can't escape the very things about high school life that i dont like. i cant escape its ways its customs its stupid shit. i cant escape the people i cant escape the life i chose.
seems all i can do is show people hey i'm not this person you think i am. and yet am i really this person you think i am? so much confusion so much i can't explain.
i'm slowly discovering the type of guy i dont want...what about the type of guy i do want? i guess thats my problem now, but all i can do is live life and discover myself.
experience new things...thats what i want.