nothing ever really was....but now it is
trees bend and sway, there is a heaven and hell and they are right next to eachother, blackout, burning circle; love, boxes, bags, the devil, operating table to ambulance, death, laying in my grave, ring turning into fuzzz, crying, tears, lonleyness, not worth it, nothings worth it, no one understands, they never will, never, emptiness, lonelyness, burning hearts, coffee, lots of coffee, even more coffee, poor poor souls, never saw it comming, they never did, cynical, they never will know, never...