I thought I wasn't Manic

Sep 17, 2006 10:57

All these years I have said that there are never any instances of mania, just low low low low lowest of lows and anxiety, then normal times.

I have been cooking since Friday.
Not just cooking, baking, too.

I have made:

Brandy Apple Pie
Apple Pie with a Lattice Top
Pork Tenderloin with Citrus Sauce
Breaded Pork Chops
Cabbage with Hollindaise
Sushi (ya heard meh) Cucumber Avacado Maki and Tuna and Salmon Sashimi
Mushroom Pate
Manicotti
Veggie and Cheese Fillo Cups

Somebody stop this madness. At least the family is eating well, I suppose.

But I am wondering if this has anything to do with my new combo of meds, being Abilify and Zoloft. Even the Ambien only worked for two hours last night.

Also, I have developed the most strange feeling of constant de ja vou. Everywhere I go, everything I see, I feel as if I have seen it all before, in a different time when things were really bad, like I am reliving my life in different circumstances.

I have my ECT consult next week.
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