validation pt 11

[notochrasy]

Title: Validation
Chapter: 11/?
Author: notochrasy
Rating: PG
Pairing: it's complicated (originally Luhan/Kris)
Genre: AU, Drama, Sci-Fi, Dystopian
Summary:55 years after a new radioactive mineral has been discovered and used as a new nuclear energy source for Earth

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[notochrasy]

THERE'S SO MUCH HAPPENING IDEK.

this was like /the/ chapter that basically brings all the wretched cliffhangers and weirdo teasing clues together. it ties up all the loose ends (well……ALMOST) so yeah if you reread a few things you might be able to pick a few things up maybe hehe
HAHA IS IT INSANE? WHAT DOES THAT SAY ABOUT ME THEN? XDDDD

joonmyun is a scumbag and definitely a lot more ambitious than Kris though (see conversation in chapter 8) he has such a nice gentlemanly image that i just had to ruin him hehehe.

I really did enjoy biology, and I'm good at it, but tbh it has been the only thing I've known since high school. my aunt and uncle who I'm relatively close to are both doctors, my mother's a midwife…so I think I've had biology engrained in my brain pretty early on x___x but yeah I thought about what I would do after graduating and I realised that I would only focus on public health or research (in pathology I assume) and I'm not really…suited for labs…it just is so mundane and ugh, I hate routine things so I thought about going into Speech Pathology but I didn't reach the requirement to get in but then an ad came up on one of my own youtube videos (lol fate) that directed me to a different course and I enrolled like, 2 days before the cut off date haha.

I think it's always good to maybe branch out into other areas if you feel unhappy with it. it's also good to study things you have a natural flair with, because it makes the process so much less of a burden if you do well. I'm not sure how things work where you live, so I hesitate to give much advice…but I think it's good to think about things in the long run. what are you going to do after graduating? or is this degree going to get me a decent job? etc questions like that. I talked for a really long time with various people about dropping my degree and realised that I'm no longer ambitious enough like when I was younger to make a difference in the world through science, so I figured it would be more logical for me to pursue a career path that I can enjoy, and have a stable income (because research has no money seriously) so I can support my dreams (travel, music, family etc)
I think if you are unhappy with your courses, you should talk to your family. I held back because I was scared that I would get murdered too, so I literally dropped the bomb on them after I decided to drop out… (it was in the car, in the dark, and I was like "mum, dad…please don't freak out…" and they thought I was pregnant……..OTL)

so keep trying at the course if you're unsure, but if you do feel like it's going to get you nowhere…your family has just got to understand that some major changes in life are necessary to be content (if not happy) with your life. good luck <3