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i cant wait till san antonio and yet another new life.
not all the way new, just a continuation.
you know what. fuck.
i always run away from everything if it even starts to get bad,
and every time something happens my life is over or something.
i really really am tired of myself.
im always talking about new shit and how i cant wait until something new because im that immature that i cant handle having shorter hair and no friends and no future and an asshole vice principle fuck. "oh things are getting kind of rough why dont i just think about getting a GED and saying fuck this shit. and then sulk around and sleep all day and not have a damn job and and get fat. maybe ill dye my hair some weird colors huh. maybe after that ill complain until noone wants to fucking talk to me anymore. ill hate everyone, yea that sounds good, and while im at it lets love someone ive missed my chance with. then ill complain some more on livejournal"
ill ignore the fact that i am not special, im just like everyone else who has to suck it up everyday, and i have not been through anything like some people have.
what the hell am i even doing with myself.
i am so sick of being immature
not all the way new, just a continuation.
you know what. fuck.
i always run away from everything if it even starts to get bad,
and every time something happens my life is over or something.
i really really am tired of myself.
im always talking about new shit and how i cant wait until something new because im that immature that i cant handle having shorter hair and no friends and no future and an asshole vice principle fuck. "oh things are getting kind of rough why dont i just think about getting a GED and saying fuck this shit. and then sulk around and sleep all day and not have a damn job and and get fat. maybe ill dye my hair some weird colors huh. maybe after that ill complain until noone wants to fucking talk to me anymore. ill hate everyone, yea that sounds good, and while im at it lets love someone ive missed my chance with. then ill complain some more on livejournal"
ill ignore the fact that i am not special, im just like everyone else who has to suck it up everyday, and i have not been through anything like some people have.
what the hell am i even doing with myself.
i am so sick of being immature