Aug 06, 2005 20:58
sometimes just 'cause you think it's wrong doesn't make it so.
this goes for EVERYTHING.
there's gonna come a point you're going to do something that you thought was right and things'll turn out wrong. there's a reason for alternative action, even if it's not what you do.
we question our virtues then. are they really worth it?
soon the world just gets kind of confusing.
at some point things just stop being so wrong. some earlier than others.
you can't do it before it's too late. you'll learn when it's too late.
soon the world just gets kind of confusing.
you can find someone. you can find someone.
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how special do you think you are to someone?
how special can you make somebody?
how hard do we have to try to show we care to show that they're something to us.
how much must we do?
how much time is enough?
when do we know, and finally know, and what happens when we know?
even if you know, do you not realize that there's more than one to love out there? of course, it's a hard feeling to shake off.
sometimes you don't want to say "iloveyou" in fear of its promise.
that goes for that light up there.
it's gone up and up. up and up. up. life. LIFE. live.
are you dead? i guess i'll feel sad. where's our perfect music? it's not dead yet.
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feeling better? it's not dead yet. but that's not important.
i know you.
you were up there, before. are you getting ready?
let me tell everybody. i think i kind of like you. just a little. and just a thought.
why does everything want to kill the town? i know you're great. you'll do it. better than anything i did. i know you are.
let me tell everyone. you're the good.
all the cities travelling at some time where i can't keep up with speed.
you're there now aren't you?
thank you.
i'm saved. everything bad's gone away. you're the good. they know you're good. no, they won't take it. sighsighsighsighsighsighsighsighsighsigh.
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war.
fight.
hurt.
sounds.
sound like.
sounds like you.
sounds like you're there.
who won? who? who?
won?
it's hard to hear the news about the one you love.
safe return. they've been cheering the whole time. no.
and you did it. for me. for... ... ... ... okay.
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so you did it.
you did what was wrong.
we can rest. when you wake up, will it still be wrong?
you might have to question the whole process. you aren't done yet, actually.
you aren't home yet.
the whole process to do all that we've done. did we really have to care? did we really have to know us to care?
if i love you now, will i love you later? if i don't love you later, should i have loved you now?
to do anything and this won't matter, will it?
there you are, at the top, some different world i never learned the language of. what was the point of it all? why. they say why. i never knew why. i'll never know why.
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here i was thinking you could have. i forgot what i was doing here.
i gave my time. i gave my ... me.
everything's going away. you aren't just going to leave me here, are you?
you are.
what was i thinking? why would you want to care.
there's no reason you should be here.
not for me.
i should leave. just leave. only leave. finally leave. leave. you can't change your mind. not with...whoever. get over. leave and get over, huh?
time will not tell.
what was i thinkin? i let me get to my head. you don't want me like i want you.
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you did it before.
you did it before.
and i let you. or did i let you?
i let you do it.
but you did it to make me let you do it.
WHAT?
is this what you did? you're doing it again. you're doing everything and now it's me. this is just one of those times. one of those times. i can't see anything anymore.
i was simply confused when it came to you.
i thought i knew you. i knew you from everyone i knew. everyone i knew, i never knew them.
suddenly, i've become everyone you've ever known that you never knew. i'm to you what they were to me. i didn't see this?
WHAT!? what's happening? you're doing it to me. i just...
no. there it goes.
okay. okay. you did it again.
you did it again.
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it's gone now.
it's a new time.
but walking to new time i know things tend to follow you. they don't get tired that quick.
it's not then.
it's now. i know, i know. it's hard to believe time's been moving.
you've been feeling bad for a while. you think about it, and yourself. you're just sad. then you're just sad. sad people shouldn't think of them. they are sad.
think of the time. looks what's around you. you see it?
you see it. i know you see it.
time has changed. it's true. it's not sad.
you can see.
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are you happy again?
are we happy again?
we were.
i spoke so many special words to you.
we were once special. we were once everything. or was it twice?
but we really aren't that special. haha.
but we were so. we were so happy that the overwhelming sadness that it is not forever just takes control sometimes.
but no. we did what we could. we did everything we could.
time goes on.
but still. this whole world will disappear. we'll all be gone.
don't worry. don't.
i won't.
you're special somewhere. i'll remember. you still are.
please, remember.
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what if something crazy happened?
what could we change?
you can go on without me.
it seems this is all we get.
some things are so crazy in this world. this is where it goes insane.
you know we won't last. what do we do now?
let's make it. this now.
was it all my fault?
was it my fault?
whatever it was (which it probably wasn't) we just aren't there. we're here. what happens there? i don't know except here.
us? no.
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(sigh)...
let's stay here for a little while.
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we'll ride in silence.
you'll ride in silence.
whatever.
it feels so good to return.
to see everything's all right. i think.
who knows.
we are landing soon.
descend.
calm. come in.
relax.
quiet still.
still quiet.
it's so good.
how are you?
open up the clouds. how's it feel? who are you again, you ask yourself.
land somewhere, be something. who knows.
return.
or...move on.
move on.
calm.
nice. nice.
sigh now.