Sep 14, 2005 14:03
wake up in the mornings. there's this feeling that your whole mind and spirit is being pulled down. i think there are some bad feelings a preson will actually miss when they become so incredibly happy. you become attached to who you were when you're actively and suddenly changing who you are.
actually, i didn't have to do any of this.
pass. stop. believe.
what's it all for? i suppose it will reveal itself soon enough. maybe not for years. when's it all going to be worth it? when do i get paid? i mean, i don't want to end up at the end of life saying, "hey, i worked harder than this!" i will work harder.
you shut up.
anyway. (wide smile)...i didn't really think i could keep my hands up. i hardly did. UHmazing...