Feb 06, 2006 15:51
she woke up feeling the same way she felt the day before. She realized she begins every day with the same thought. But she knows that she, in fact, has changed quite a bit over the weeks, months, years. Whether she is so much better than her previous selves or a transmogrification of what used to be beautiful is irrelevant, it is simply the fact that even though she feels like the same person on each individual day, she knows that on at least one of those days her feeling was wrong. but no individual day can really take credit for the transformation, just like any single piece of hay cannot take credit for making the haystack a haystack. So if she feels the same each day, but has changed over the years, where did it happen? how did she become who she is? how did anyone become who they were?