shitty feeling
okay i dont feel good...for some reason...but all of a sudden I got this bad feeling...there is so much stuff I could vent out, but I dont want to I dont think right now...so yeah anyways...
anyways texas is going really good, i kinda like it here...but who knows what I am going to do still, I still dont know. I like some of the people I hang out here..well I of course I like them or else I wouldnt hang out with them...but they are cool people, really funny..my friend Greg is awesome, he just kinda stops by whenever hes out and on his way home...and then makes me get in with him, and takes me to get ice cream....kind of a sweet guy, but I dont want anyone else other then Mike I think.
I wrote him an email today, cause I talked to his brother and he told me they havent heard from him in a while, and come to think about it neither had I. I havent gotten any emails from him, nor any phones calls, and it always makes you think, because you always hear on the tv things happening over there and people dying...its a bad feeling.
Anyways I talked on the phone last night with Charles, and all I could do was laugh the whole time..between him and my little sister, I was cracking up laughing. My little sister is 9, and I had her scared to death last night so she slept with me...well out of no where she says I have a joke...i said okay, she goes "its that or hand in the air, and i was like no, she goes oh must be something else like a ceiling fan" hahahahahha soo funny, you just had to hear her cause she thought it was the funniest thing in the world..if you didnt know her age you would of thought she was smoking weed..lmao! Anywho, my car is okay...i decorated it soo cute like...
okay back to mike, i really miss him soo much, i dont know if i can wait 11 more months at the minimum..its driving me crazy, and when he doesnt call me i get no ambition to stay with him, when I have other guys who call me and text me all the time, and makes me see that i could have someone who is always there...i mean damn some guy has already asked my hand in marriage....lmaooooooooo, thats sooo funny!!!!!!
alright this is longer than i thought i wanted so im out...
anyways texas is going really good, i kinda like it here...but who knows what I am going to do still, I still dont know. I like some of the people I hang out here..well I of course I like them or else I wouldnt hang out with them...but they are cool people, really funny..my friend Greg is awesome, he just kinda stops by whenever hes out and on his way home...and then makes me get in with him, and takes me to get ice cream....kind of a sweet guy, but I dont want anyone else other then Mike I think.
I wrote him an email today, cause I talked to his brother and he told me they havent heard from him in a while, and come to think about it neither had I. I havent gotten any emails from him, nor any phones calls, and it always makes you think, because you always hear on the tv things happening over there and people dying...its a bad feeling.
Anyways I talked on the phone last night with Charles, and all I could do was laugh the whole time..between him and my little sister, I was cracking up laughing. My little sister is 9, and I had her scared to death last night so she slept with me...well out of no where she says I have a joke...i said okay, she goes "its that or hand in the air, and i was like no, she goes oh must be something else like a ceiling fan" hahahahahha soo funny, you just had to hear her cause she thought it was the funniest thing in the world..if you didnt know her age you would of thought she was smoking weed..lmao! Anywho, my car is okay...i decorated it soo cute like...
okay back to mike, i really miss him soo much, i dont know if i can wait 11 more months at the minimum..its driving me crazy, and when he doesnt call me i get no ambition to stay with him, when I have other guys who call me and text me all the time, and makes me see that i could have someone who is always there...i mean damn some guy has already asked my hand in marriage....lmaooooooooo, thats sooo funny!!!!!!
alright this is longer than i thought i wanted so im out...