Aug 01, 2005 21:14
9 days left of camp. Wow did it go by fast. It has seriously been the most enriching and spiritually fulfilling time of my life. Don't get me wrong it is hard and the days are long. From 7am-8pm it's not about me, nothing is. All that matters is the lives that I am able to plant a seed into. But giving so much of yourself and not thinking about yourself really makes you learn about your self. Since I have been at camp I have had more joy than ever. I have stopped taking my medicine for depression and ADD all together and I do not plan to get back on it. I have feelings again. I am writing again. I am writing a lot.