Jan 30, 2004 08:51
You know I dont understand why/how people can be so mean and heartless. I think I could understand if they weren't a friend but when you hurt your friends feelings its fucked. It makes me want to block her out of my life how can a person be so mean to someone who didnt do anything. no no but really no offense.. Im starting to think my friend is not my friend and is just a foe. My anger towards her is growing but then again i just might be weak.
Im going to hold my ground for now on im not going to feel bad for her im not going to be "here" for her when shes crying..fuck that she can find her old friends = the people who dont really care about her. She can be with the drug heads and I will be with my friends...
I have my own life and my own struggles why should I let someone else just complicate it more. Im weak im weak weak weak. I wish I could tell her how I feel but shes just to damn bitchy its like im dating the girl...yack yack bitch and bitch.
i wish i was not weak