fuck fuck fuck
I want to get out of my house! Josh and Sean are waiting for me to be avaliable. Vanessa and Sam visited me and I am still stuck in this house with my relative who keeps pissing on himself (hes 4).
I found out today that I had or still have Two people who are pissed at me. I guess it matters but I shouldnt let it bother me anymore because I think I have it fixed. I just wish people would learn how to talk to people and not asume somthing. I will never understand.
Then my friend and I are hardly speaking. I dont know I just need to get back to my old self and do what I do...nothing. I just think its messed up if she saw how it really is she would know its all her fault how things are. Its basically the reason why I hardly have any friends that are girls. I just hope she sees its her fault that we do not hang out as much and or call.
Its sad she would always call me to tell me what was going on and what she did...she at least called me twice a day you know good friends do that. Now we can never hang out. Its not that she doesnt want to hang out I just feel that we can not hang out because shes not that good a friend you know.
Im tired
Im still waiting
I found out today that I had or still have Two people who are pissed at me. I guess it matters but I shouldnt let it bother me anymore because I think I have it fixed. I just wish people would learn how to talk to people and not asume somthing. I will never understand.
Then my friend and I are hardly speaking. I dont know I just need to get back to my old self and do what I do...nothing. I just think its messed up if she saw how it really is she would know its all her fault how things are. Its basically the reason why I hardly have any friends that are girls. I just hope she sees its her fault that we do not hang out as much and or call.
Its sad she would always call me to tell me what was going on and what she did...she at least called me twice a day you know good friends do that. Now we can never hang out. Its not that she doesnt want to hang out I just feel that we can not hang out because shes not that good a friend you know.
Im tired
Im still waiting