clarity and closure.
almost a year and i end it.
i type up a long post, but i accidently x-out.
maybe there's a reason for that?
what i wanted to say is that these are a couple pictures of my ex-boyfriend and I's relantionship. i probubaly have 100 pictures of us, but i just picked out a couple. i guess i needed closure? probubaly.
i don't want our almost a year relantioship to end on a sour note. i don't want to recieve or give dirty looks or hear that he's been talking shit about me. i'm just hoping that you will understand me when i tell you these brief things.
our relantionship had it's ups and downs.
but the bad things overcame the good.
you were my first love...and i will never ever forget you. my feelings for you haven't completely vanished, that will take time. we're both better off without each other.
i just know it.
we've changed, and our personalities just aren't compatable anymore.
we were once perfect for each other, but now the thought of us just seems wrong.
no one is to blame...it just happened that way.
everything happens for a reason, and i will say that until...forever because i know it's true
i don't have any regrets when it comes to our relantionship, and i hope you don't either.
i would continue, but i'm sure you're tired of my rambling.
so for the last time ever, I love you James. but you're just a memory to me now.
i will move on, because i can feel it. i just know that i'm going to be okay.
i hope everything works out for you. good luck with your band. your job. your life. everything. be careful because it would be a tragedy to see someone else die in this town.
i don't feel any hate towards you, considering you made me so happy before.
it's funny how things work out, but i just hope that this works out for the both of us.
everything is going to ok. for the both of us. i do miss alot of things, yet i'm grateful to be rid of others.
so for the last time ever, I love you James. but you're just a memory to me now.
cooking me food...
he tried to put make up on me...
the first picture we ever took together...
he drew me a mole with my eyeliner? haha
his hand, my nose, idk...
at casa ole eating 99 cent soup...
i hoping this post will point me at a point of clarity and closure. just hoping.
and hope is something i have alot of lately.