boo for exams
argh. Exam week blows. but at least we have half-days. yay. anyway.. Friday. chilled with Matt, Jesse, and a bunch of other people. Went to the mall with Alexa. Saturday John's party yay. met some new < people3. Saturday went to Ocean Breeze and Sunday studied for exams. Today i had my Spanish and Math exam. yippie. Went to Wendy's after school for lunch because im fat. took a nap.. went to Russell's and chilled for a little. Went to dinner. Ive been thinking alot lately.. its not about good things either.
[friend:
n.
1.A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2.A person whom one knows; an acquaintance. ]
now id like to think i have the first one. but i dont.
i cant trust anyone anymore.
it seems ive lost all my good friends.
is it my fault?
((probably))
another thing im lacking...
[boy·friend:
n.
1.A favored male companion or sweetheart]
i know i dont really need one but. it would be nice to have one. Then you know that someone will always be there for you. just like the best friend i dont have. basically right now im on my own with my problems. no one to tell them to, and no one to talk to. Im sick of fucking DRAMA between people. Will it ever end?
[another mind boggler for the week...that four letter word i dont have... love]
i never believed in love at first sight. but this one guy... he proved me wrong. It all sounds stupid and childish. but you just get that feeling. oh well maybe its indigestion haha.
things arent so great right now. but ill get through this. summers just about here. maybe ill find that one special person... just maybe.
until then
love,
erin
hes got your picture in his mind
hes got your number on a paper
at his disposal anytime
did you save yourself
for someone who could love you for you
[friend:
n.
1.A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2.A person whom one knows; an acquaintance. ]
now id like to think i have the first one. but i dont.
i cant trust anyone anymore.
it seems ive lost all my good friends.
is it my fault?
((probably))
another thing im lacking...
[boy·friend:
n.
1.A favored male companion or sweetheart]
i know i dont really need one but. it would be nice to have one. Then you know that someone will always be there for you. just like the best friend i dont have. basically right now im on my own with my problems. no one to tell them to, and no one to talk to. Im sick of fucking DRAMA between people. Will it ever end?
[another mind boggler for the week...that four letter word i dont have... love]
i never believed in love at first sight. but this one guy... he proved me wrong. It all sounds stupid and childish. but you just get that feeling. oh well maybe its indigestion haha.
things arent so great right now. but ill get through this. summers just about here. maybe ill find that one special person... just maybe.
until then
love,
erin
hes got your picture in his mind
hes got your number on a paper
at his disposal anytime
did you save yourself
for someone who could love you for you