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I tried to do that "put the first few sentences of the first entry of each month in 2005" thing...and then I lost it. But what I learned WAS:
I have changed a tremendous amount in the past year. I really hope it's for the better.
I started off the year saying that I had no tolerance for fun anymore. And by summer, I was having tons of it. Now, I'm settling into a healthy level of fun.
I'm growing up a bit. I'm realizing that making plans about the distant future just makes me feel silly when I go back and look at them. Thinking you have everything figured out is just a way of fooling yourself into feeling comfortable.
I am depending on ME more and more each day. I think that's key in the whole "being independent" goal. Nothing is going to change things for me. I can't expect things to just happen.
NOW...I'm in the process of psyching myself up enough to purchase a passport. I might take a trip. Just me. To see him.
I have changed a tremendous amount in the past year. I really hope it's for the better.
I started off the year saying that I had no tolerance for fun anymore. And by summer, I was having tons of it. Now, I'm settling into a healthy level of fun.
I'm growing up a bit. I'm realizing that making plans about the distant future just makes me feel silly when I go back and look at them. Thinking you have everything figured out is just a way of fooling yourself into feeling comfortable.
I am depending on ME more and more each day. I think that's key in the whole "being independent" goal. Nothing is going to change things for me. I can't expect things to just happen.
NOW...I'm in the process of psyching myself up enough to purchase a passport. I might take a trip. Just me. To see him.