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Is it natural to doubt?? Is it ok that I am thinking not so positive things??
I don't know... It'll be done tomorrow....always tomorrow....
I'll get over it....
I hate this....
Maybe I am so goddamn immature that it doesn't matter....
yeah that's my problem...
I am still a child in the eyes of the world....
as soon as I bring my happiness out into the open they make it their mission to instill fear and doubt in my mind and heart.....
my god...if this is what college life is going to be like...no one to talk to...spending my days at work/school....spending my nights by myself.....
no...I'm just being melodramatic...most assuridly melodramatic....I might just be tired.....probably....or bored....
I think I am bored....I have nothing else to occupy my time so I think...thinking never led to anywhere good ever....
If I sat down to think I would end up thinking too much and mess things up...I am going to go to bed....or watch tv...something that takes me away from thinking....
I am tired and in desperate need of a hug....of a specific kind....
I don't know... It'll be done tomorrow....always tomorrow....
I'll get over it....
I hate this....
Maybe I am so goddamn immature that it doesn't matter....
yeah that's my problem...
I am still a child in the eyes of the world....
as soon as I bring my happiness out into the open they make it their mission to instill fear and doubt in my mind and heart.....
my god...if this is what college life is going to be like...no one to talk to...spending my days at work/school....spending my nights by myself.....
no...I'm just being melodramatic...most assuridly melodramatic....I might just be tired.....probably....or bored....
I think I am bored....I have nothing else to occupy my time so I think...thinking never led to anywhere good ever....
If I sat down to think I would end up thinking too much and mess things up...I am going to go to bed....or watch tv...something that takes me away from thinking....
I am tired and in desperate need of a hug....of a specific kind....