i mostly just felt like cussing and not reading
ok.. so this seemed like a good idea two seconds ago. i just can't get motivated.
alright, and now the fear has struck me. the fear of failure and being classified as one of the dumb kids, so i'll have to finish this later or.. start it or whatever.
i've decided i really like the clicking sound of typing and that it's a major factor in whether or not i decide to talk to people online. honestly, sometimes i more enjoy the clicking than the conversation.
recently, i've really just been jaded and done with most everyone and everthing. maybe this is just a little pre-summer lethargy but.. gahhhh..
you know what i don't understand? people and personalities and how they get those personalities and.. hmm.. how do people get to be the way they are? why do i get along with some people, most people i guess, but not others? and why aren't we all the same? well, ok.. i guess i know why we aren't the same but.. how do you find someone your compatible enough with and interests you enough personality wise that you actually want to spend the rest of your life with them? day in and day out.. you know? how do you grow and change together at the same rate? no.. i don't really wonder about that.. more how do you get to be the way you are and how you click with other people. why do i like people?
on a related note, what was i smoking when that last paragraph came to be and where can i get more of it? this, and the weather, at 10.
alright, and now the fear has struck me. the fear of failure and being classified as one of the dumb kids, so i'll have to finish this later or.. start it or whatever.
i've decided i really like the clicking sound of typing and that it's a major factor in whether or not i decide to talk to people online. honestly, sometimes i more enjoy the clicking than the conversation.
recently, i've really just been jaded and done with most everyone and everthing. maybe this is just a little pre-summer lethargy but.. gahhhh..
you know what i don't understand? people and personalities and how they get those personalities and.. hmm.. how do people get to be the way they are? why do i get along with some people, most people i guess, but not others? and why aren't we all the same? well, ok.. i guess i know why we aren't the same but.. how do you find someone your compatible enough with and interests you enough personality wise that you actually want to spend the rest of your life with them? day in and day out.. you know? how do you grow and change together at the same rate? no.. i don't really wonder about that.. more how do you get to be the way you are and how you click with other people. why do i like people?
on a related note, what was i smoking when that last paragraph came to be and where can i get more of it? this, and the weather, at 10.