Burning Eye of Consciousness
"Much is behind me now.
I secretely pine over some.
My future awaits its creation.
I am not what I've become, but what I am." - Unknown
I've seen a few good movies lately. You can rent this one at Blockbuster: "What the Bleep Do We Know?" Some quantum-physicists really pull it together in that one.
So to get real, I've been doing much of the same. I rock out with the band. I rock out with Jen. I make coffee for people. I miss alot of my old friends. I say old because I haven't seen or spoken to many of them in so long. Specifically Jessica (although I do see her more than others), Laura E., Laura Z., Che, Heidi, Brodie, Kevin, Liz, Deidre, Paige (although she visits me at Lasaters quite often. THanks for that Paige!), Janelle and Brittany, and Matt. Memories of Gatlinburg flood back. So many phone numbers gone. I feel ashamed. But Hey, I've made my life the way I want it right now. I'm focused. Everyday my relationship with Jen gets stronger and the band gets tighter. THe band is my bread and butter and Jen is the one with whom I share everything. I'm grateful.
STAND UP FOR YOUR BELIEFS. STAND STRONG FOR WHAT YOU WANT. PUSH AND SHOVE UNTIL YOU GET IT. DON'T TAKE SHIT JUST BECAUSE YOU THINK YOU COULD BE WRONG. PUSH AND SHOVE AND FIND OUT FOR SURE.EVERYONE COULD BE WRONG. JOe
I secretely pine over some.
My future awaits its creation.
I am not what I've become, but what I am." - Unknown
I've seen a few good movies lately. You can rent this one at Blockbuster: "What the Bleep Do We Know?" Some quantum-physicists really pull it together in that one.
So to get real, I've been doing much of the same. I rock out with the band. I rock out with Jen. I make coffee for people. I miss alot of my old friends. I say old because I haven't seen or spoken to many of them in so long. Specifically Jessica (although I do see her more than others), Laura E., Laura Z., Che, Heidi, Brodie, Kevin, Liz, Deidre, Paige (although she visits me at Lasaters quite often. THanks for that Paige!), Janelle and Brittany, and Matt. Memories of Gatlinburg flood back. So many phone numbers gone. I feel ashamed. But Hey, I've made my life the way I want it right now. I'm focused. Everyday my relationship with Jen gets stronger and the band gets tighter. THe band is my bread and butter and Jen is the one with whom I share everything. I'm grateful.
STAND UP FOR YOUR BELIEFS. STAND STRONG FOR WHAT YOU WANT. PUSH AND SHOVE UNTIL YOU GET IT. DON'T TAKE SHIT JUST BECAUSE YOU THINK YOU COULD BE WRONG. PUSH AND SHOVE AND FIND OUT FOR SURE.EVERYONE COULD BE WRONG. JOe