Ignore me, I'm wack with poo-brain...
This is an aimless ramble, feel free to pass this, but I've got to write it down somewhere.
I wish I'd never left the-blank-slate...
I dropped the first pup I ever had (Chuck Grant) because I began university and things got on top of me, and before I knew it I'd missed weeks of tags and I didn't feel confident enough to jump back in after that long. So he got dropped.
My second pup (Tommy Flood) was made in my second year of uni, when I thought everything had settled down, but then came my breakdown and I actually dropped out of uni. Everything went crazy and not only did I fall behind with TR, but I abandoned livejournal as a whole. My character wasn't that great anyway... I guess. I didn't connect with him the way I did with Grant. Anyway, so Tommy got dropped out of default from being away for so long.
The thing is, you're meant to fill in a disappearance form when you drop a pup, but since my drops came out of the blue due to unforseen circumstances... I couldn't do that, and now I feel guilty, as though all the Mods & people don't like me. So now I feel like I could never go back, even if I found another character to play.
Hmmm... I just wish I'd never dropped Grant. I miss playing him so bad. I got weirdly connected, so much so that now, whenever I'm watching BoB, I get this tingly feeling when he comes on screen. Or if I read a fic with him in it. Its sort of a protectiveness.
On another TR-related post; catching up on how Snafu & Sledge were holding up, only to find that they've both been dropped! And Megan is gone!!!! They hardly had any exchange, but what was played out was perfect, as was anything between Megan & Anita. I will forever be returning to re-read Roe & Toye! FOREVER, I SAY! ♥
I wish I'd never left the-blank-slate...
I dropped the first pup I ever had (Chuck Grant) because I began university and things got on top of me, and before I knew it I'd missed weeks of tags and I didn't feel confident enough to jump back in after that long. So he got dropped.
My second pup (Tommy Flood) was made in my second year of uni, when I thought everything had settled down, but then came my breakdown and I actually dropped out of uni. Everything went crazy and not only did I fall behind with TR, but I abandoned livejournal as a whole. My character wasn't that great anyway... I guess. I didn't connect with him the way I did with Grant. Anyway, so Tommy got dropped out of default from being away for so long.
The thing is, you're meant to fill in a disappearance form when you drop a pup, but since my drops came out of the blue due to unforseen circumstances... I couldn't do that, and now I feel guilty, as though all the Mods & people don't like me. So now I feel like I could never go back, even if I found another character to play.
Hmmm... I just wish I'd never dropped Grant. I miss playing him so bad. I got weirdly connected, so much so that now, whenever I'm watching BoB, I get this tingly feeling when he comes on screen. Or if I read a fic with him in it. Its sort of a protectiveness.
On another TR-related post; catching up on how Snafu & Sledge were holding up, only to find that they've both been dropped! And Megan is gone!!!! They hardly had any exchange, but what was played out was perfect, as was anything between Megan & Anita. I will forever be returning to re-read Roe & Toye! FOREVER, I SAY! ♥