Apr 15, 2014 21:14
Well, time has certainly moved on but events keep cycling over and over. Same ol' feelings about people. They just keep coming back. Some things just never change.
I miss my friends. my real friends. My friend that would listen and friends that were always fun to be around. Why is it that I can't seem to find that anymore. I guess no one seems to match up to what I had in the past. I guess I'm just not the kind of person who makes acquaintances just for the hell of it. I value true friends, I'm very selective. Not many make the cut anymore. Not many make the cut just to be an acquaintance. It's pretty damn sad and can get pretty damn lonely. But I miss being able to be alone. I don't want to count on friends that just can't be there when you need them. But somehow you always make the time for them. or get guilted into making the time.
Oh well. I think as soon as I can learn to let them go, I'll be much better off. I like who I am. It's too bad people can't be more like me…hehehe. That was a joke. You can laugh now….