sing a song ; chiitaro & it will rain ; yabuhika

Jul 04, 2012 18:56

A/N: Happy, happy birthday my dear Arichii~♥

yabuhika

Kota and Hikaru swore their relationship to secrecy. But in a relationship, there are complicated things that none of them could explain or none of them dare to explain. Since the day they decided to live together, Kota had turned into something unthinkable. No, he doesn’t abuse him physically. In fact, he would hug him all the time. Yes, his hug was warm but he’s frozen inside. Kota whispers Kei’s name while he embraces him, Kota talks a lot about Kei, and Kota shows his happiest smile whenever he’s with Kei. Hiakru loves Kota so much. His heart is full of love for him but at the same time it is enveloped with jealousy. He can’t hold on any longer so he decided to leave without bidding goodbye to his lover or should it be his love.

Kota yawned then blinked his eyes and shifted his body to embrace the lad beside him. He jumped, realizing that he was hugging a pillow. He scanned the whole room but he wasn’t there. He searched the whole house, even the tiniest place where the latter could hide but he was disappointed. Seeing no sign of him being inside their house, Kota grabbed his trousers and a nice shirt. He left and Kota has the slightest idea where to find his boyfriend. Maybe he was very confident that he will never leave him no matter what happen but reality hit him hard and even harder that it has been more than an hour and he’s upset of himself. He has been seeing darkness and tears were dripping freely.

There'll be no sunlight if I lose you, baby
There'll be no clear skies if I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds, my eyes will do the same
if you walk away every day, it will rain, rain, rain

Yabu was clueless that he had gone to a lot of places in Tokyo already. He also went to a lot of train stations and subways. He sighed, tired of running. Idiot! Why didn’t he call up? He searched through his pockets for his phone and proved that he was dragged to idiocy as he wasn’t able to pick his it as he left the house. Walking, he was already at the end of the subway. He was in deep despair that he fell down his knees. He put his palms on his face covering his eyes full of tears. Seconds later, he looked across to where he was and saw a young lad seemingly lost. He wiped his tears to clear his vision and he was surprised that it was him, his boyfriend, Hikaru.

He ran, praying that the train wouldn’t pass yet. Finally, he spotted him standing alone with bags on his side. He hugged him tight as if he wouldn’t let go. Hikaru was shocked but indulged himself inside the sensation he was dreaming. He heard Kota’s sniffs and was overwhelmed that though he can’t see him smile, he can hear him cry instead. Kota’s embrace was warm and indeed, it was warmer that it was able to burn the jealousy enveloping his heart. He hugged him back and stayed for a little while. Kota broke apart and carried his bags. Without any word, he held his hand and they went home.

fanfic:drabble, pairing:yabuhika, pairing:chiitaro

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