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God I hate thinkin :o| it always just brings you right down :o( just realised lastnight that I actually miss Alan :o( was watchin a film "what a girl wants" n things that were happenin in it was like thats how I feel obviously it wasn't the exact same but it was like thats how I feel. Thats wat its like with Alan :o| was really wierd. N now this mornin was readin ppls LJs on my old account n its like fuck I miss her, I miss her too & uft :o( so not fair :o( all the people I am missing are ppl that I use to see allot before :o( like Gemma, Jeni, Angie, Tonia, Jamie, Keany, Stev, Karena, Gillian, Amz, Sooz & loads of other ppl :o( some of them I talk to on like msn n things n some they don't even wana kno me anymore :^) or prob just forgotten that I exist :o( but anyways yeh I am on a missin thing the now :o| I am sure it will pass over soon :o)