Day After Christmas
OH MY GOD, HE IS ACTUALLY UPDATING HIS LIVEJOURNAL!!!
Relax and take your heart medication if you have any and if you are reading this entry and do need heart medication leave me a comment telling me who you are. I felt the past events merit some kind of post in my livejournal. I have recently gotten hurt, but I am strong and will be perfectly fine in time. The person who hurt me didn't mean to and I don't blame them. The purpose of this port is to make myself feel a bit better. The past is the past and the present is now. I believe someone once told me that if you look to the past you will always find heartache and reasons to be in pain. I prefer to be happy, so the recent past is the recent past. The past does not change how I feel about this person, and I will always care for them. They have secured their spot in my heart. I hope they read this and smile, because I smile is so much more beautiful then a frown. And I hear that a frown takes more energy then a smile. Not saying that I won't still be hurt, I am just refusing to let that hurt our relationship.
P.S.- Sorry, if you don't like the fact that I put a little post about this on my livejournal account. I just didn't know how else to tell you that pain is part of relationships but they don't necessarily hurt the relationship. I don't want to stop talking to you. You are one of my closes friends and I need to keep as many of those people I run to when I need to talk about something. I am happy as long as you are happy. I will be fine. If you need to talk about anything I said above call my cell. I would love to hear from you. I am going to be out with Josh and his GF emily. It is going to be a fun day. Talk to you later.
Relax and take your heart medication if you have any and if you are reading this entry and do need heart medication leave me a comment telling me who you are. I felt the past events merit some kind of post in my livejournal. I have recently gotten hurt, but I am strong and will be perfectly fine in time. The person who hurt me didn't mean to and I don't blame them. The purpose of this port is to make myself feel a bit better. The past is the past and the present is now. I believe someone once told me that if you look to the past you will always find heartache and reasons to be in pain. I prefer to be happy, so the recent past is the recent past. The past does not change how I feel about this person, and I will always care for them. They have secured their spot in my heart. I hope they read this and smile, because I smile is so much more beautiful then a frown. And I hear that a frown takes more energy then a smile. Not saying that I won't still be hurt, I am just refusing to let that hurt our relationship.
P.S.- Sorry, if you don't like the fact that I put a little post about this on my livejournal account. I just didn't know how else to tell you that pain is part of relationships but they don't necessarily hurt the relationship. I don't want to stop talking to you. You are one of my closes friends and I need to keep as many of those people I run to when I need to talk about something. I am happy as long as you are happy. I will be fine. If you need to talk about anything I said above call my cell. I would love to hear from you. I am going to be out with Josh and his GF emily. It is going to be a fun day. Talk to you later.