What the fuck have I done?
Am I really this person? Have I really become this person that buys people? Do I expect people to return feelings for the money that I spend on them? Am I really that much of an asshole?
I write this as I cry. A good long cry that has not come to shore of these eyes for years now. I would like to think that I am not this person. But apparently I am. I just hurt someone that I really care for cause I overreacted to a situation. I just made her cry. How could I do that to someone that I care for that much? I used to think quite highly of myself but clearly I am not that person any longer.
I write this as I cry. A good long cry that has not come to shore of these eyes for years now. I would like to think that I am not this person. But apparently I am. I just hurt someone that I really care for cause I overreacted to a situation. I just made her cry. How could I do that to someone that I care for that much? I used to think quite highly of myself but clearly I am not that person any longer.