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I don't have any real words of my own to describe how I feel right now. It's all because I don't know how I feel, I'm feeling so many things, I keep on having major mood swings, and so therefore all my feelings are messed up.
Annnnnd soooo, here are just some random quotes and lyrics that have been really gotten me thinking these past couple of days:
"Why don`t you tell her
Why don`t you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cuz she`ll never know
If you never show
The way u feel inside.."
COMMENT/ ADD ON; AND IF YOU KNOW OR THINK THAT SHE MAY FEEL FOR YOU, AND YOU DON'T..STRIAGHTEN HER OUT. *DO NOT* LEAD HER ON, DO NOT LET HER SET HER HOPES SO HIGH THAT WHEN SHE FALLS SHE CRASHES AND BURNS!
"It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word. We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard."
COMMENT; You have no idea.... if only he could read my mind... *rolls eyes*
"Memories can be painful; forgetting is a blessing."
COMMENT; If only it were that easy.
What is [passion]?
-Passion is knowing what you want & stopping at nothing until you get it
COMMENT; WELL I GUESS I HAVE NO PASSION THEN?? NO, I'M JUST AFRAID...I DON'T WANT TO LOOK LIKE A FOOL...BUT I GUESS BY HIDING I'M ALREADY MAKING MYSELF OUT AS A FOOL....
What is [beautiful]?
-Beautiful is about the inside of a person; *beauty* can only be found in the heart
COMMENT; NO ONE THINKS I'M BEAUTIFUL....
What is [love]?
-Love is the amazing balance of -all- these things in your mind, heart, body, and soul*
COMMENT; I hate Valentine's Day....
"Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
than what am i feeling
what am i doing wrong
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Its just an illusion that I have in my heart"
COMMENT; HOW DO U GET RID OF AN ILLUSION? REPLACE IT WITH ANOTHER ONE? REPLACE THE ONE OF A HIM AND REPLACE IT WITH ONE OF HIM BREAKING MY HEART? DONE DEAL.
Songs of the moment(s);
MY THEME SONG: Nobody know but me by Babyface
Swing Swing, My Paper Heart, Why worry...umm actually basically any songs by The All-American Rejects..
Unchained Melody...oh how I love that song....
and note, I'm not feeling like this only cuz of a certain some one and it's a certain day next Monday and I'm really dreading it....I feel like this cuz of...life.
boo.
I just don't feel like myself anymore. I don't think I was ever acting like myself. Maybe I am just a boring regular person, maybe I just use my weirdness to cover up what's really going on my demented mind of mine....whatever...
Annnnnd soooo, here are just some random quotes and lyrics that have been really gotten me thinking these past couple of days:
"Why don`t you tell her
Why don`t you let her see
The feelings that you hide
Cuz she`ll never know
If you never show
The way u feel inside.."
COMMENT/ ADD ON; AND IF YOU KNOW OR THINK THAT SHE MAY FEEL FOR YOU, AND YOU DON'T..STRIAGHTEN HER OUT. *DO NOT* LEAD HER ON, DO NOT LET HER SET HER HOPES SO HIGH THAT WHEN SHE FALLS SHE CRASHES AND BURNS!
"It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word. We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard."
COMMENT; You have no idea.... if only he could read my mind... *rolls eyes*
"Memories can be painful; forgetting is a blessing."
COMMENT; If only it were that easy.
What is [passion]?
-Passion is knowing what you want & stopping at nothing until you get it
COMMENT; WELL I GUESS I HAVE NO PASSION THEN?? NO, I'M JUST AFRAID...I DON'T WANT TO LOOK LIKE A FOOL...BUT I GUESS BY HIDING I'M ALREADY MAKING MYSELF OUT AS A FOOL....
What is [beautiful]?
-Beautiful is about the inside of a person; *beauty* can only be found in the heart
COMMENT; NO ONE THINKS I'M BEAUTIFUL....
What is [love]?
-Love is the amazing balance of -all- these things in your mind, heart, body, and soul*
COMMENT; I hate Valentine's Day....
"Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
than what am i feeling
what am i doing wrong
Amor, no es amor (if this aint love)
Its just an illusion that I have in my heart"
COMMENT; HOW DO U GET RID OF AN ILLUSION? REPLACE IT WITH ANOTHER ONE? REPLACE THE ONE OF A HIM AND REPLACE IT WITH ONE OF HIM BREAKING MY HEART? DONE DEAL.
Songs of the moment(s);
MY THEME SONG: Nobody know but me by Babyface
Swing Swing, My Paper Heart, Why worry...umm actually basically any songs by The All-American Rejects..
Unchained Melody...oh how I love that song....
and note, I'm not feeling like this only cuz of a certain some one and it's a certain day next Monday and I'm really dreading it....I feel like this cuz of...life.
boo.
I just don't feel like myself anymore. I don't think I was ever acting like myself. Maybe I am just a boring regular person, maybe I just use my weirdness to cover up what's really going on my demented mind of mine....whatever...