Aug 03, 2005 20:54
hey my name is chantell.Im 15 years old, ill be 16 on august 14. I dont have very many friends. Im a bitch. I hate 97% of the human population. Im obessed with johnny depp and lindsay lohan.I try to be SXE but it never works, so i lie. I drink, & i do drugs.[when i can find some ]. I hate myself alot. I tend to cut. I can't stop. i dont care I want to be PERFECT, but i never seem to get there I have a small eatting disorder. I hate my F A T H E R. My father H I T S me. I love my mother. I LOVE you and you have no idea. I need you and your push me away.
i know, im werid and unstable.. but do i care, nope. Not one bit.