Aug 02, 2005 20:28
i was looking through other peopls myspaces today. at the pictures and i kinda got upset. Everybody seems to be having so much from in highschool going places with there friends and what not. My so called friends Hated me, no they friends i do have i dont get to see very much.
my high school years are depressing. i just want to cry. I have to make all new friends at frederick im scared. i want to have a good high school memory but for some reason i dont think that is going to happen.
i sit at home on the computer all day every day. i dont go anywhere with friends. blah. I dont have a boyfriend. blah. I get all dolled up with no where to go.
i hate myself
i hate my life.