Dec 12, 2004 20:46
so guys, figured out some stuff, jelousy is stupid and dumb and it sux and i hate it. to be honest i have a big problem with that and it has caused relationships in the past to crumble and that started to happen with me and my girlfriend now but i have to nip it in the bud. i love her and wont let something so stupid come between us. i just had to figure out that if she wanted another duder than she wouldnt be with me cause thats just not how she is. shes wonderfull and i guess this crap has been jawing at me for sometime now but i heard something the other night that really helped, and actually i talked to this person about something completely different but what they said pertained to my relationship which is cool. they said that whats in my head isnt really, and what im thinking is not reality. so thats awsome. sorry to talk about that like its the most important thing but i just wanted to get that out. God is working all around me, i can seee more often now, i feel like its the quite before the storm and the Lord is putting all his peacies in order to get ready for what is to come, its all very exciting really. like im totally stoked about whats gonna happen here. anyway i love you guys and dont say it enough.
eyes on him ^
heart in his first ^
-B
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