the scent of desperation and self loathing
I always believed it was myself that had certain undesirable qualities to you.
After so long of trying to quite understand what it was about me, the bigger picture of reality became clear. The fact that I can love myself and have standards for myself is what made you hate me, seeing as you lack such a confidence and such patience. I am always willing to love whoever it is that I want to. It might take years to get the lover I dream of, but I refuse to have anyone else but them. But you, loving whoever is willing to have you...
I've never seen you look so pitiful.
After so long of trying to quite understand what it was about me, the bigger picture of reality became clear. The fact that I can love myself and have standards for myself is what made you hate me, seeing as you lack such a confidence and such patience. I am always willing to love whoever it is that I want to. It might take years to get the lover I dream of, but I refuse to have anyone else but them. But you, loving whoever is willing to have you...
I've never seen you look so pitiful.