PAINFUL ME
ok I just got back from physical therapy and all this shit I got new meds only thing is they arnt that strong FUCKER and I still dont know if I am comming to school tomorrow I really dont want to cause my leg is like throbbing during my therapy I was trying so hard not to cry then after that we went to Fashion Bug where I got some killer jeans they are cute as hell but n e ways
I dont want to go :( I am falling apart yeah so Sean my go out with Lauren Harshmen ahhhhhhhh that is so like blah why ugh whatever let him do what he wants I wish I could sick Joey on her and let him tear her up limb by limb hahaha ok enough with the violence erg I still wish he would tell me how great I am and actually make me feel good about myself like he used to but yea USED to so who knows.
New topic
I wrote this during my physical therapy so here it goes . . .
New journal entry so soon lol I just relized something I flicked Sean off today hahaha why? no clue maybe I was mad he didnt sit with us today at lunch well thats a dumb reason to do that though I am going to apoligize ( which I did ) I hope he wasnt upset with me : / Last night I really could have used him to bad it was getting late and I was to scared to call him. I as in a argument with my sister and I cried and wrote stuff about how much better she is then me I could have used someone to tell me how great I was but again im not so what could he have said? "I think its great how we are friends?" I dono well I think thats it for now so later.
ad yeah bye Screwdriver.
I dont want to go :( I am falling apart yeah so Sean my go out with Lauren Harshmen ahhhhhhhh that is so like blah why ugh whatever let him do what he wants I wish I could sick Joey on her and let him tear her up limb by limb hahaha ok enough with the violence erg I still wish he would tell me how great I am and actually make me feel good about myself like he used to but yea USED to so who knows.
New topic
I wrote this during my physical therapy so here it goes . . .
New journal entry so soon lol I just relized something I flicked Sean off today hahaha why? no clue maybe I was mad he didnt sit with us today at lunch well thats a dumb reason to do that though I am going to apoligize ( which I did ) I hope he wasnt upset with me : / Last night I really could have used him to bad it was getting late and I was to scared to call him. I as in a argument with my sister and I cried and wrote stuff about how much better she is then me I could have used someone to tell me how great I was but again im not so what could he have said? "I think its great how we are friends?" I dono well I think thats it for now so later.
ad yeah bye Screwdriver.